Journal entry 26.01.22
I have not gone to jiu-jitsu this morning, despite my feeling up for it (which is rare in the mornings!
Antidepressants & Resistance On The Path To Healing
After an extended conversation with one of my students, where we touched upon the high anti-depressant prescription rates in my
Recognition And Awareness On The Path To Healing, Part 2
I often feel lost in time. My urges take over as if I had no self-restraint. Pictures and videos are
Recognition And Awareness On The Path To Healing
When I said before that the only path you can take is straightforward, I did not mention that the straight
Stress fractures?
How much more of a hopeless case do you have to be, to repeatedly injure
yourself in the same way?
The Way of The Sword
Where I Fell, Again.
"Just one more project and I will finally make it", I thought. I closed
Snakes and Staffs
I heard Jordan Peterson talk about Moses and his venture to the promised land at
his beyond order event in
Fucking waffle
I have a couch-lock after hitting the bong a 5th time in 2 hours. I feel
disoriented and confused. I
What it Felt Like to be an Addict.
The Mindset of an addict
Rarely the decision to get high is mediated by thoughts such as "I will
My therapist told me to sit still..
I found myself in a rather uncomfortable spot right after my move to Finland. I
plundered my savings and put